hmm had a conversation with char and shella today... was telling them tt i dun think tt relationships started in jc really last for very long... like majority dont last eventually... and char was like vhemently objecting... she thinks tt most last. which is really totally not true lah... i mean i admit tt not all will break but confirm most will one lor... shella was liek saying tt yah lah wad i say is qt true... i geuss cos shes more pessimistic haha... i wanted to tell them wait till u break den u will see... but i din wanna be so mean lah haha... but its true lor. sometimes i wonder if i will allow myself to be closer frens with them again after they break up with their bfs and i dunno. maybe? but now is like definately no. char was like telling me tt i shldnt pon cos like shes always left alone with shella and daniel. i told her tt at least now she knows wad it feels. wanted to say tt she din think tt way when she and shella pang sehed me for greg and daniel last time... but i din lah. hmm seem to be thinking bad stuff haha... but at least i dun say... but i guess i do mean it lah... sometimes i wonder if edmund is rite... that its better to say bad things abt ppel to their faces itself. but i mean the thing is its not like i bitch abt them behind their backs oso... just tt i think thots tt arent so nice abt them and other pple sometimes... but i dun say it cos i know it would hurt pple... it tt being hypocritical? i dunno... i dun really think so... but soemtimes i feel like it just might be. hmm i dunno lah! haha... must start studying for chem soon... going to study tml with ed and maybe zy if shes dere... i must ok! hes going to teach me some chem heh. i really need it... oh manz im so sad! dinesh said tt the match on sat starts at like 3pm in eng so here it would be qt late... den we cannot go and watch tgt! which was the original plan haha... hmm i hope not man!!! i wanna watch it!! the most crucial match lor!!! hiahz ok anyway. qt late lah... and need to study and do natfa tml!!!! crap. i hate natfa ok. and summore today during trg i my knee was qt strained cos i think i strained it while packing stuff yst (cos moving hse) and den at the bus stop my back started hurting like crap too... but now better lah... after i sit for qt long haha... i hope tml will still be pain! den cannot run and do crap like standing braod jump :s haha... lazy girl!!! :p